December 2009
37 posts
I’m fed up of being ALONE now, please will someone give me a life of love and Vampires?!
Reflection
If you had just said goodbye to someone, knowing that it may be the last time you will ever see them, would you wish that you could have done or said more? Would you have changed that last ever goodbye, last ever embrace, last kiss? Would you have inhaled their warm scent one last time, and told them how much you loved them, how much you appreciated everything that they had done for you, how much...
Escape
There is a twilight that screams my name,
In autumn nothing looks the same,
The trees, the sky, the rivers the people,
The dreaming spires of Oxford’s steeples.
I am the same, though i have changed much in time,
And by blanking and hating the thoughts in my mind,
Have become not a man, but a shell of myself,
With my thoughts and my feelings placed high on a shelf.
Will i escape?
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what is this all about?
Cold Room
Clouded Brain
Ill Grandmother
Lonely Heart
Frustrated Body
Craving Nicotine
…..What is life about?
On the plus side, a friend did introduce me to... →
Where are we going?
Ok…I went to the business school (aka wheatley) today, a horrible place, contains overpriced (crap) sandwiches, asbestos buildings from the 1960s and other shit that i could go on for hours about but i wont. I went to get a piece of coursework back. It was for Ethical Marketing and Sustainability, a module that i had come to love for the content, the lecturer and the discussion. I had worked...
WatchA song that always seems to bring me out of the darkness….although not quite, more a beautiful melancholic twilight!
I CANT Sleep
Down the road that i have so often noted as being the ‘bohemian jungle’ (Cowley Road) lies a coffee shop/ice cream bar called G&D’s. It is a place that has inhabited my presence many a time over the last 3 years at uni. Today it is being used as an excuse, a change of scenery if you will. I have been trying to do a piece of Advertising and PR work for a deadline on friday and...
Watch
12.12.09
Yesterday i woke up hanging like a bitch. I’d gone out the night before and spent far too much money drank a lot of wine mixed in with some desperados and vespa martinis. It was after a long week of heavy amounts of work. I felt like i needed a break.
I woke up to the sound of my housemate above me playing Friendly Fires, the bass shaking my ceiling and head, it took me about 3 hours to...
